That shit just hit hard....... cause nobody ever thinks of the “others” only of themselves when doing shit like this. I’m just as guilty of it!

But are you willing to try it?

I’m gonna try an keep fighting them as long as I can. But you just need to know if you need an ear or shoulder just holla an I’ll do what I can. I would give ya my email but don’t know how without making it public. I get enough spam from sites selling my info to junk places.

Well coming from a military/law enforcement background an hearing someone say they got my six/back means a lot. When it’s said it’s a big task to be taking ownership to. I very rarely except someone who says that, cause a lot of people talk shit an say it cause it’s cool like the movies. For some reason I felt comfortable when I read that, an feel that ya mean it. So thank you very much. An I got your six. I’m not gonna make you regret saying it. I try to tell myself that I do deserve to be happy. I of course get happy by making others happy but I get to caught up in doing that, that I don’t focus on making sure I try to make myself happy. The stuff was/is bad/ painful things that happened. It’s hard to let go of things you wish you could of done...... different. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to drag you into my Abyss of my life. But yeah I got a lot of demons I’m trying to take care of before they take care of me. Stuff I really don’t wanna make public.

I guess you can say I’m kinda like you in the way that when unusual things happen to me. I tend to see them as a little bit more special than the “normal” people do. I’m the one who will “dwell” on a flower that bloomed through a crack in the sidewalk, where others will go huh an then either step over or on the flower. Where I’ll actually take a pic an send it to others hoping to spread the cheer it has given me to others. As for getting into my rut. I’m letting A LOT of stuff that I can not change get to me. An it’s eating away at me. Stuff I know I should let go or accept but not doing either of that. Thus forming a dangerous rut that is gonna quite possibly be the end of me if I don’t snap out of it. So everyday that I crack open an eye, I accept it as a day to send that flower pic to others, an hope I make someone’s day better than mine!

@mrscollector. See that’s what makes you an awesome catch!! You are willing to participate in your husbands “hobby”. He is doing something that is a bit different but it’s not hurting anybody, so why not help him out with something that makes him happy. An in the end y’all both will be happy cause he is seeing he has an awesome better half and you knowing he is not going anywhere cause nobody else is gonna wanna deal with his “hobby”! An the line about nobody wanting him is a joke. So I’m not being a dick saying nobody gonna want him cause he is weird in a bad way.

Duly noted. I just wanted to make sure I didn’t say the wrong thing, so I threw them both out there. I’m happy to know your bubble is interesting. That can mean its not boaring or in a rut. Mine is kinda both of them right now. Sucks but I put myself in that position so I can’t complain. But other than that, I still haven’t woke up dead yet. So I guess that means I still have some sort of purpose on this blue marble.

RIGHT!! I’d get confused with another type of vehicle an think it’s the turn signal or wipers. So instead of spraying the windows I’m spraying the ground with tranny guts, “I know that wouldn’t likely happen. But it’s still a scary thought”. An how are you doing today Mrs/Miss Aviva? Hope all is good in your bubble!

Hell im tryin to find the shifter for the Mercedes. That one is a real mind fuck. It’s on the steering column like a turn signal lever. An you gotta do all kinds of weird shit to get it into “park” which it reall don’t have. It’s kinda an auto feature that when you stop an shut it off it just goes into park. You don’t “shift” it into park.

That’s awesome you got your cousins sending you music. That way you are not really funneled into one type of music. I started to just click on different videos on YT that I’d normally wouldn’t even take a second look at. An I’ve found there’s a crap load of artists that are not necessarily main stream as they are not what’s “hot” right now but they are awesomely badass in their own world of that type of music. An I’m just now finding them. I feel like I’ve lived under a rock for my whole life

WOOOOT!!!! HECK YEAH!!!! Congrats!! You deserve it!!

@aviva. Who do you like to listen to, to help you escape reality for a bit?

How I thought being an adult would be sooo much better.

Yuuuup!! You said it!! I take it all back!!

I’ve actually put people to sleep with them. Weather they were just that tired or I had a little magic in my fingers to knock them out, in a good way. Not like I rubbed their temples an hit a nerve knocking them out. At least I hope not., but so far so good I haven’t had any complaints. An my phone is becoming my SO too. An my music is my way to escape reality for a bit. At least until I gotta come back an go to work an pay the bills. Damnit!!

Ummmm...... yeah I believe ya. But I was just stating that if you do CPR an crack or bruise a rib you could be liable for it an be sued. Cause from what I heard they are trying to do away with the Good Samaritan Act that would cover you from such bullshit law suits.

Ohhhh didn’t know that. Well now I do, an feel sophisticated. Why thank you @f_kyeahhamburg.

Hey Hey I was there. I was the dry eraser and everybody did loose their shit cause the universe did align for her. I mean people were being either turned into dust, like in Infinity war cause of the stars coming so close or were sucked into the abyss cause of the Blackhole that formed. I almost didn’t get out of there alive myself. I got lucky and jumped on to her broom as she took off. It was total terror. But it happened like she said ok! OK!!!!

WOOOOSSSSSHHHH!!!! What @scarmandingo said went waaaaaaaay over my head for some reason!! Thank you @celticrose for saving the day!!!